This baby obviously got his/her sense of direction from me. Yes, still breech. I'm really starting to get concerned now because as much as the head moves from one side to the other and even sometimes down to my left lower pelvis, the bottom never seems to go anywhere and I'm afraid that half of the baby is stuck.

I have tried just about every method over at spinningbabies.com, except for the chiropractor and the acupuncture. My poor baby has had its head frozen, its bottom heated up, put up with me laying practically upside down for ten minutes at a time, been pushed on, had light shined in its eyes... you name it.

I got my hopes up this morning because there was a lot of movement, followed by a case of the hiccups that were down way low. But then, I felt the head move back up into my ribcage. (sigh)

I don't know what to do... I just SO do not want a c-section. Yes, I know all of you who have had them say they "aren't that bad". But I just don't want one... it's surgery! I had a hard time giving birth the natural way last time, but I still say at least I wasn't cut open and recovering from THAT on top of everything else and caring for a newborn.

Obviously, it wouldn't be the end of the world. What I ultimately want is a healthy baby and whatever I have to go through to get that is the right and best way. I guess I'd just rather go with the less invasive form of birth... not to mention it's always comforting to do what you know... and what I know is pushing a giant head out of me.

Everyone says there is still time, so there is nothing to do but wait. I think in another month or so, if Too is still lost and confused in there, my doctor and I will talk options like external cephalic versions and c-sections. :( Most likely, I will lobby to give baby the full 40 weeks to flip before deciding on a c-section.

Can someone please send my baby a map? Or better yet, fetal GPS?